Alexandra Jicol

I'll go to the end of the earth

To the land of lost souls

To the last breath of my being

To discover all the secrets of all the universes.

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J'irai jusqu'au bout de la terre

Jusqu'au fond des ames perdues,

Jusqu'au dernier souffle de mon etre

Pour dcouvrir tous les secrets

De tous les universes !

 

 

 

 

 

I'm lost, I'm lost in this saden and beautiful world'..., Where nature has been corrupted by beingsAnd beings have been corrupted by "themselves" (& shadow that none dare to blame) Where the bitter taste of pain is praised as truth, Where Love is reduced to a vulgar pile of flesh and bones ... blood dripping from wounds, self-inflicted cruelty "ONE" to "ONE".And always this lifetime occurring dream : I cannot, cannot find my way back 'home' !

Today I realize that my past 'mistakes' where due to my sole ignorance; thus is obvious to me that knowledge is a humbler, necessary to mankind ; knowledge as a main ingredient in the cocktail of our 'salvation'... 'Knowing' doesn't make one superior, but more 'small' in the vastness of the unknown.

I admit: I'm not that wise nor that 'ready' I left Those unworthy drawn my life force Those full of hypocrisy catch me in their spider webs Those full of lies made me lose trust in those that 'could' perhaps... I'm so tired And as many before me Know that 'fighting for humanity' Is a long lost war. Blame oneself Since that's all that one has got...

'Itself'